Speaking of crazies, I think my new neighbor kinda qualifies. She's a wierdo anyway but today as I was leaving she was loading up a cat into it's carrier and she tells me "I'm a bad pet mom" and I said "uh...." and she kept on, "I'm dumping her at the shelter. This is my 3rd apartment, she's not going to ruin THIS ONE!" and she smiled a crazy smile and put the carrier in the car. I forgot my phone and went back inside and when I came out she was parked next to my car squirting the cat/ carrier with a squirt bottle and laughing...odd...
I'm feeling a bit stressed at the moment. I'm being sweated for a meal and dear Lord didn't I cook enough yesterday? I made lasagna...
and I should think that is enough cooking for me. I really don't like to cook anymore. Anyway I owe the fact that I even have groceries to Forbidden Friend who had a surplus of food stamps since her boys spend this whole month with their dad and she doesn't cook so I guess I shouldn't bitch. I just really don't particularly FEEL like eating Italian Beef tomorrow. But she isn't going to stop sweating me till I invite her over so I told her to just come tomorrow and I'll get the fucking meal debt over with.
7 people in my 300 square foot livingroom 2 of which are hyper-active little boys...I think tequila shots in the closet while hiding out from everyone will probably be the only thing keeping me sane.
I think I am developing an issue. It seems like the slightest amount of stress or irritation really gets to me lately. I feel like I am always on an edge with my temper. Like right now, just being pressured into a fucking meal has my hands jittery and I feel all snappy and bitchy and I don't want to feel this way but it's almost like it NEEDS to come out somewhere. I feel like I just want to lose my shit on someone or something....unfortunately we don't have an appointment with Parkland for another 2 weeks (HA)
Well. I'm just a few hours shy of getting off work so I've gotta get a few things wrapped up so I can also have time to check my Farmville...our computer at home died and the withdrawels are ugly. I need my facebook damnit! You should have seen me trying to access that shit through my cell phone this morning at 6am. DYING to know what happened while I was asleep with everyone I know and some I don't but I friended anyway cuz I needed more neighbors for Farmville.
Oh! Before I go...P.S. Marie got her due date today, 4-11-12, how nice, an April baby. A new life in the spring seems so appropriate!
2 comments:
I checked your blog today just to see if you had updated and to my suprise you did... twice! Love it! I know your life is crazy hectic lately, but I love your blog and hope the posting becomes a weekly thing again! Please remember to take some time for yourself! You will burn out if you dont! Take care!
Well, after all you have been through, who could blame you for being all stressed out.
You have a tremendous amount of strength chica.
And the meal looks delish!
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